I showed you the truth

even my darkest ones

part of me wishes to take my words away

but other parts seem it necessary 

its the only way to truly love another

i am laying on the stairs up above

on the roof with the cold wind washing my body 

i am there my heart bare naked

and all i seem to think its my lips raw

with you above

kissing me with no end

my muscles, muscles i didn’t even know could move

moving towards you

with thirst of you

wanting more, more of you

in all my visions i see you

but now i realized you dont see me

i am here

next to you 

always

you are my home

i am yours

at least that is my wish 

a wish for you  

you look at things that arent pretty

you use it in your art and show it to the world

and in your eyes they become seen 

and then beautiful